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hey,

i'm sorry for not being the best friend out there. i should be better at making you smile and cheering you up, but damn i dont know what has happened to me. i've just got nothing to say. i dont know what to say to help you. i'm sorry for being so useless. but even thouhg i cannot always say the things that cna make you smile, i just hope my presence is enough.

if i could have my old talents back, and say those encouraging helpful things like asthough they were lyrics to a song i would. if i could give adivce again, i would. if i could somehow be a better friend, be more supportiveand truely help you smile, i would do everything and anything to make that happen.

you are so utterly important to me, you are the most special best friend i have ever had. and i know that this will last, unlike those that just fade in and out.
iloveyou