Saturday, January 16, 2010

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imma blue berry and my hair is the colour of this font ... great

its been only 4 days or something, and this forgetting thing is going greaat i guess. i can survive a WHOLE DAY withgout his name bothering me, or hurting me. when ever i do see i just move on away from the thoughts and day dream about other things. like the weather, current friendships, dreams and fantasies. having great friends reallly help hard times. they dont have to be trustworthy or anyhting, aslong as they distract ur mind and make u laugh .. but then ofc come the special ones that somehow have a special aroma that makes u want to open up to them. their a rare breed, honest and true. and if ur lucky enough to find one then no matter how painful ur heart aches they will always find a pay to heal it. once u reach out ur hands into the darkness, u will eventually find that light.
now i just have to be patient and wait for my wounds to heal.. maybe one day ill be able to look in the mirror and say ' i am worth loving ' maybe...

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