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oh what a fucking pussy.

why do something that low? are you that pathetic?
you make me seem so worthless, like a toy. i really do sound like i live up to 'my name'.
and i want is some respect. grow up. stop being so immature. im not going to hurt you, im just the same, a human being. what is so awkward so...frightening? oh thank for lying by the way..
why do i even bother listening to those 5 words, when i should know by now that they dont mean anything. ive heard it so many tmies that i dont ever believe it anymore, but now i have started to really have faith in it. then of course you try leaning a little closer and then you get pushed and down down down you fall towards teh ground. i thought i could just put that little more TRUST into you, into those words you said, which you said even before it was cinnimon. and i quote ' i will ALWAYS be there for you ... '
why... why do i even bother.

no more, i dont like it anymore. screw relationships, screw love.
yes its the happiest feeling in the WORLD, knowing that someone LOVES you for evreything, that will hold ur hand and just complete you. hug you from behind and whisper in your ear... i love you..
when ur crying and you know that they will always be a call away.. the best relationships are like perfume, its a fragrent thats so sweet and lucious, but it doesnt last forever, however you never seeem to forget it.
ah fuck it. dispite the wonders of a boyfriend, its not the only happines, nor the most worht while one. its friendships that are the most important. they truely do make this world go round. :)